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Will I ever be in love again??

Will I ever be in love again? Will I ever long for someone like this? Will a simple text or an unexpected call Make me blush and smile, like long overdue? Will I ever feel those butterflies again, That quiet tickle deep in my chest? Will I ever yearn to hear a voice  That makes me forget life’s weight? Will I ever find someone worth living for, Worth laying down my pride? Someone I’d beg to stay, Even as destiny strikes hard? Will I ever trust again, lay down my guard Find the courage to stand tall, To face the world for one soul Worth every fight? Will I ever be in love once again. Someone worth sharing silence with? Whose deep heavy breathing becomes The sweetest lullaby I've ever heard. Will I crave to undress someone mentally  In an age of nudes and video calls? While i wait, willingly, patiently, And vibe to song  “Make him wait”? Half gone past my life expectancy. Will I still find that one worthy enough Spending the rest of my life with? Destiny hits hard, a chapte...

A thousand thoughts

A thousand hundred thoughts, Why though am born here to be, What gravest wrong have i done, What more could I have done better. Overwhelmingly flooded by them Each fighting and wanting a place, For itself in this tiny, squeeze mind, Drown in all that's messy and chaotic. While rest is all I search and dreamt, Those that keep me awake all night, If I could place a lid and toss them, Far off to a place I'd never wander.

if the bell were to toll

Let it be before my bones crumble, By weight of my own body. Let it be while memories still fresh, Of good times, high and low. Let it be before offspring came, For what a father less child would be. Let it be while my siblings could, Take good care of parents Dear. Let it be before I get bedridden, For what is living without a life. Let it while part of me is still fresh, That part of me could be donated. In that my parting shall not be waste That I may find comfort that all, Is not lost and made to decay.

Dear little one

Dear Little one's as you journey through life, Let the world be your playground, full of delight, Enjoy the little things, those moments so small, For they add up to make memories, the best of them all. Be carefree, worry not much about what's ahead, Live in the moment, let your worries be shed, Make friends and laugh, spread kindness and cheer, For true happiness is found when we're surrounded by those we hold dear. Break some rules, take risks, and be bold, For greatness is achieved when we venture out of the mold, Learn what you can, expand your mind and heart, For knowledge is the foundation that sets us apart. And when you make mistakes, as we all do, Have the courage to apologize and start anew, Follow what your heart says, trust in your inner voice, For it will lead you to your purpose, your unique choice. Little one, the world is yours to explore, Let your spirit be free, let your heart soar, And always remember to enjoy the little things, For life is a precious gif...

A crushed man

Like a blazing Sun on a clear sky, He started out his journey of life. Fearless, doubtless and confident, Radiating dreams of unthinkable. As his days pass, his blazing fire, Overshadowed by doubts and failure. Snares by those very hope and dreams, Beaten by the very high expectations. Of tides and wrong calls that made, His paths divulge into endless oblivion. Those dreams which once fuelled him, Becomes the very thing which drags. Hope's and expectations of him, Too heavy a burden, sink him down, Into endless pit of self pity and doubts. His wing clipped by those that close, And those for whom, he live his life for. Never had he expected how hard, It is to continue living one more day. His end he keep praying comes by, Sooner than later and freed him, From this crushed Life.

Three Hour Journey to Go

Small yet so far, compact yet isolated. Each one in one's own world Three hour journey it was supposed to be Share the same view and same experience Across the lush green mountain and stream Over the field waiting for the reaper to reap. Each with one's own purpose and reason. We shared our journey. Some has destination far, some near. Yet if fate befall us we be all dead. Our life fate as it is placed upon drivers. Call it a privacy, we had our own world in this.. The bumpy jump that effect us all A breathe we lost. Last they tell of times where all, Shared laughter and another platform for Acquittance of bond that last a life. Now a dried taste One crazy enough to strike up old ways,  Are frown upon and shown the door. What has become of us. A social being we proclaimed ourselves to be. Yet rubbing shoulder on shoulder a words hardly utter. Where is that humanity in us... Distrust and what not abound.. Trust and fraternity a farce in the forest.

She deserves.......

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She deserves anything but Happiness , Of joys and laughte r that knows no end. Pain and suffering, stress and sleeplessness All too common her daily dose they are. She deserves anything but Respect , Sincere honest admiration she command. A mother and father for her littles ones, A strong, reliable, morally upright figure. She deserves anything but a Break , Free from all that concerns a thoughts. Of toiling and labours she had enough, A well-served vacation she truly deserves. She deserves anything but Health of, Physical and mental, social and spiritual. Patiently has endure and bears them all, Long healthy,well-rounded life she deserves. She deserves anything but pure Love , That of unconditional care and acceptance. Given all of hers, to be lied and dumped, Yet still she long for that pure Love . Most of all she deserves someone, In whose arm she felt most secured. Comes hard times, whom she can rely upon, And someone who choose to stay Forever.

A poem for Love

Ain't you crazy dear little one. For what ye see and knoweth not. For ye curiosity will one day turn to Damn hard habit to kill off. Ye first search reason to fall in love, Knowing not how ye fell deep into. A place of no return and tomorrow Ye in the end search for reason to end.   Their company ye look for lone moment That joy having a companion to be For I must warn thee that Sooner their time be yours alone.   For jealousy kick in and frustration An hour dare too long to be without Mind will kick in soon to wander For adrenaline will soon work its way.   Hormones don't understand the reality It kick in any moment it seems to. Blame it on our ancestor’s alertness Evolution does us this impulsive reaction   Warning you thee dear little ones Those that make it are ones who, Manages the time well planned Love maybe abundant but time dictate.

Religion as a force for social stability: A sociological perspective

Religion is universal and in almost every human society a forms of religion exists. Human action throughout history has been influenced to a large extend by the religious values and ethics . Despite the emergence of various alternative such as Secularism , Atheism and the codification of justice system , human action are continually guided by his/her religious belief either consciously or unconsciously. Also noted must be made that, despite the decrease in footfalls of large organised religion, religion continue to have huge impact on individuals. Moreover, currently there has been a substantial rise of unorganised informal religion whose members are drawn from large congregation, who can be more particularly devoted towards a certain religious dogma. Thus, it became relevant and important to analyse the impact of religion with respect to social stability. To begin with religion help strengthen social stability by giving a meaning and purpose to our human existence. Though the purpo...

Gratitude: lesson from nature

"High Man", a nickname friends gave me for my often uncontrollable rage. Anger management has always been the weakest part of me. At times I would rehearsed again and again certain situation where my anger often go out of control, planning how I would react to in such situations. Yet it always happen that i hit the rock bottom when presented with real situation and this seems to go nowhere. Read books and articles on anger management yet those are but an intellectual reading and particallity a far reach. Not that they are bad but the suggestion and tips don't seems to drive home with my inner self. Has even collected Bible verse and story to remind myself to not give in to anger but it didn't help. Fasted and prayed a dozen times, requested others to remember me in theirs too. All but a failure and here I am that same old with unpredictable sudden burst of angers. During the pandemic and the confinement within closed walls that came along has given opportunity like ne...

Love is not enough

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You fool who think love is enough and its all that it takes. For once I believed in it, see now what has become of me. Love is but a name and a part in their games of life. Play their games if you must and forget not it's a game. A transactions two individual made in a while, written on a plain paper inked by water. You fool who think that once made it'll remain forever. For transaction are but till a better prospects turn up then a new deal. Of money, beauty, status and anything but love, transaction are made. They'll tell of character, ethical standards, and what not but it's the above that sealed the deal. It's a fool paradise that true love alone is enough for the other to stay. Love is not enough and transaction are made without it.

Improbable dreams seller in times of Pandemics: Multi-Level Marketing

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Suppose one fine day a friends call you up and says that he/she started working in a company. He/she went on to narrates that people in his/her company are earning huge sum of money, moreover their companies are gifting out cars, and are sponsoring foreign trips to them. He/she then proceeded to ask you to join him/her in their company. Further he/she told you that, you only had to register from them, find more people to join their company and sells some products monthly. Should you accept his/her proposal and join the company?? Lets find out more. Basically, your friends is asking you to join and be a part of a Multi-Level Marketing or MLM business. So what is an MLM you might ask??  A Multi-Level Marketing or MLM, is a type of business where the company only sells their product through distributor like in this case your friends and you if you join, without an actual shops.The company won't pay you money directly for selling their products. You make money either by sellings the p...

Forever and for always

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"Am yours forever" a common phrase we often hear when two people falls in love ❤️ with each other. It's no wonder that such words create a deep sense of comfort and blissful feeling in us. The assurance that someone we love and with whom we want to spend every second of our life will be there for us through thick and thin is a joy, words can't describe in totality. Often than not lover's tends to promise "I promise to love you in this life and for eternity" and many such forever and for always. Though comforting such an assurance maybe, the reality is that we often falls out of each other's in most case. Forget about eternity those promise of forever often end up lastings not more than a couple of months or so. And we end up being a stranger with memories or rather a villain in his/her side of story. The point I want to drive here is "Why do we often falls out of each other's though at once we are 💯% into each other?". There can be an ...

A choice and a dilemma

I'd feel the rush of blood across my vien.  Nervously and anxiously waiting for the result. No matter what the outcome be I'd still be at, Crossroads pitching my parents wish against mine. A choice I had but one and only one I could. Here's another choice, another dilemma of life. And a life to live with its outcome.

Been there at the edge

Been there at the edges of life, battling  the demon within to give away.  Been there bruised and broken, without hopes and strength to see the day light.  Been there before and is continuing to be, living by the edges of life.  A mistake too costly, a life it would takes down with it.  It's neither easy nor a choice I made to live by the edges.  Situation compels and this I had to live with while I could walk without stumbling.  Every second, every step, a matter of life and death for the ones who live by the edges.   Praying and hoping that storms don't pass-by lest I give myself away with it.   My only wish is to see my parents smile and be happy for me.  That's what keep me through all this, living by the edges of life. The faintest ray of hopes that one-day, I'll made them feel proud for one of their own.  This that kept me away from giving in to the offers of demon within.  Been there at the edges of life, been ...

Tears for democracy

You who set the ideals so high, how could we ever live up to it. You who seeks to give voice to the voiceless what has befallen thee. Your children cry out in the street only to be quell with force. You who seeks equality for all her children, what has gotten of you now. Pity now your children, they are weight according to their weight. You who seek fraternity to be a model of living, what has caught you off grid.  Your children rise up against each other over pity matters. You who promise freedom of belief, what has become of you today. Your children are been discriminated and treated based on their beliefs. You who seeks to instill tolerance, what have you done to achieve it. You have fails thy children and has taken to subdue any difference. I wept for you oh Democracy, and i shed my tears for your children. For when your children raise up to demand what you promise to give, they are but label the aggressor. Our days are getting darker and we need you to be at our side at this c...

To the future IAS

Got to admit it's lot easier wish than done, the road to becoming an IAS is not a pave one rather one has to move every dirt and stone to reach there. Am cent sure that it is important and okay to believe that in the end one will end up being successful, so here goes to the future IAS:  Judge not your success by the post you hold nor by the appraisal. Measure not yourself with the followers you accumulated, neither the favor you got from politicians. Measure  not your success with the wealth you gain, for this will come to pass away someday. Instead measures yourself of this, the times you gave hope to hopeless. Of times you fought the mighty for the helpless and of times you gave up your comfort to get the work done. Measures yourself by the  times you were left alone by your colleagues coz you stand for truth, and  of the  times you are the inspiration to the youth. Measure yourself of the times the people register their complaint, for its...

Bible and virginity

At the outset let me clarify that I by no means claim to be a scholars nor have in-depth knowledge of Bible. However, I will be fairly exercising my own understanding and interpretation of passage and verse and I highly welcome any counter arguments. Let me also clear my stand on topic, I dont despise people who pledge to remain virgin till their marriage neither do I encourage anyone to lose their virginity. As such this is a personal choice and should be left to discretion and choice of individual themselves. To begin with, virginity in Bible is highly skewed towards woman. According to NIV Bible, the words virgin or virginity is explicitly mention 58 times excluding construction such as 'haven't slept with any man or have not known any man.' And of the 58, 4 refers to 'virgin Isreal' and the rest are directed at woman either as individual or as daughter of somebody's or place. However there is no mention of men virginity and this show how male oriented Bible ...

Yours superficially

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Voice over the phone: 'How are you?', the reply was almost a reflex:"Am fine. What about you?". A normal pleasantries exchange over the phones. Normal it appears but when followed by another: "Are you really doing fine", the reply often lead to "am doing okay but ........" Though the situation appears to be trivial, it has been a consequence of a far reaching trend in our present society. Call it a process of evolution "survival of fittest" our species has long struggle to be dominant or appear to be dominant and has shy away from exposing what appears to be a weakness. Our  society has become such adamant to flaws in search of perfection that we forgot to realise we are but a flaws beings. This quest for perfection often lead to wanting to appear to be flawless in every sphere of life.  The  almost universality reach of internet and social media has over-hype this quest for superficiallity in  our society. The easy reach of life of celeb...

When my time come to leave

"You came as a surprise but you have a choice to leave prepared". Since falling sick in February, I haven't been quite fully well for a week or so till date with one health issues after another. This has quite let me to ponder what death is and has been trying to figure out my view or rather my wish on death. If my memories serve me right, it was during my 12 standard that I share to my parents and better half (of that time) that when I die I don't want them or anyone to cry for me . I  don't remember what actually inspires me to take that view but I still subscribe myself to it. I am of the view that we should be grateful for the opportunity to have pass this life together through thick and thin. The love and cares we bestowed, the times we disagree and fight, and the moment of laughter and cries we share together are anything but a gift of life.  I find resonant in the recent viral video of an African group who march and dance carrying coffin of death person. My...