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Emptiness

This life is so empty. As a vessel with holes in bottom. Emptiness is all I see and found. Though I seeks volumes and mass Emptiness is what I got in return, Am tired of running around Seeking things I treasure and valued This life is so empty and vague My dreams are stolen and snatched. Little hopes of brighter tomorrow, Have been carried away in doubts. Am tired fighting this endless battle Of despair and boundless suffering Am tired of seeking a comfort here In this dark rivalry world of ours. In the night my mind confronted me, In daylight snares overshadow me, Scars is all I got to show after all. An emptiness of me        Of thoughts and          Of deeds

My First Maths Class

Your  First Maths Class at Class Four? ?.. Certainly you must be kidding around. Or maybe something went wrong with your mind today.. Haha certainly it wasn't the first time I sit in mathematics class. I would had be a fool if I said vow on it. Here's why I consider it as my FIRST Mathematics Class: As mention earlier I was in class 4(always the smallest in class) back then. I sat in usual place the 1st bench ( never got a chance to sit in second & back benches) our class teacher is Sir Bosco(he is not from our same community i.e Mao) who teaches us mathematics..Being in class 4 we are requisite to speak only in English in school and anyone caught speaking other dialect is made to carry a chart written DONKEY until he find next person.. Wow a Human Donkey is approaching us friends and people would be willing to throw insult like "Hey donkey carry me". It was insulting yet meaningful.. To avoid being given a title donkey we add the suffix "Ting" which ad

Question Unanswered???

Lots of question in my mind. Yet none to answer to it.. Question mark all around.. What,how,why,which????? Puzzle and confused, Petrified and terrified. Could had there been an eraser?? To erase off the question in mind. It would be a wonder to tell. Lots of question in my mind. Yet not a suitable answer. Question doubles and triple. When,will,if,Is,should?? Tormented and captured. Distressed and anguished. Could had I been an absurd?? My mind would've been free Of question and ambiguity.. Let question unanswered and doubts. Fills my head and arises within. Lest I be a corpse walking along. I better be laid to rest than a corpse, Walking with no mind and soul.

Would you?

Would you mind if I hold your hand. Would you be free and still. Or would you feel disgusted. Oh! I just wanna hold your hand. Would you mind if we walk together. Would you be happy and cheerful. Or would you feel dejected. Oh! just wanna strolled along you. Would you mind if I fall for you. Would you be joyful and glad. Or would you be sad and gloomy. Oh! Can't help myself from not falling. Would you mind if I took your breath away. Would you still be okay and fine. Or Would you be saffocated. Oh!how I long for you to take mine away. Would you mind if I ask you to sing. Would you sing a song for me. Or Would you be shy away. Oh!.your melodious voice has woo me. Would you mind if we ate together. Would you feed me with your hand. Or Would you ask for two plates. Oh! I wish to feed you with my hand. Would you mind if I ask you to dance. Would you dance along with me.. Or Would you prefer to sit and stay. Oh! How I aspire to move along with you. Would yo

If i Die

Remember not a thing of me. Delete me of your mind For Past will be past forever. Great thing are worth remembering But rejected soul ought not to be. Dust will always be hated no matter what. When am laid to rest shed not a tears For I am destined to leave one day. Tears do clears our eyes. Yet tears for the dejected only adds. Save your tears for some others. I deserve not a tears from your eyes. When my body is laid cold and white. Dare not to hold my hand Having a hand to hold do wonders But my hand won't be able to hold yours. Save your hands for some others I don't deserve holding your hand. When my eyes are shut forever. Bring me not a garland and flower. Flower do adds smile to face. Yet my eyes won't appreciate no more Save your flower for some other. I deserve not a flower from you. When my heart cease to pump blood. Sing not a hymn and song for me. Melody do lighten a heavy hearts. But a lifeless heart hears no more. Save your melody f

Somewhere out there

Between the lofty mountain Where air so breezy fresh.. Where stream clear as blue sky. Lies my heavenly abode on earth. She stood strong and majestically. Showing off her beauty of life. Afresh renew with every spring season. Multiply with the toils of summer, Reap with the passage of autumn.. And strengthen with the winter. Her beauty is worth the greatest treasure. Riches and Money are but a chaffy. The best I can will always treasure is her.

Hey Dear

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How long will I dream of you?? How long will you be in my mind?? You've being there since I stood my path. You alone have I been dreaming off. Silently for so long I concedes from all. Lest other reach you before I do.. Then on way I share some light of you. With someone dear who stroll away.. How hard it is to reach you?? I never imagine it this way round.. Maybe my thinking is wrong and so me. How could I describe you in words?? The road to you is tough and steep. But reaching you is my only Wish.. Hundreds may come on my way. But I still long to reach you.. Felt scared to share about you with people. Lest they mock and make fun of me.. In days I keep myself afresh and updated. About you every moment every second. Thinking of a ways to reach you.. Jotting down in my Dearie's diaries. So that when I finally reach you. I'll treasure the path that lead me to you. (This is about the dream am chasing to achieve not an object/person)

Thank You Mom

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                               THANK YOU MOM She might not be pretty to others but she is the most pretty women for me... She is unknown to the world but she is the most important one for me... She comforts me when i'm sad and lonely... She guides me when i'm confused.. She is the one who grow me up with care and love .. She is my one and only swetest mom of all Thanks 4 your love and care MOM..

A CALL TO SAVE OUR WILDLIFE

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                                      "A CALL TO SAFE OUR WILDLIFE"                                                            ( in context to MAO-NAGA Community) Its so sad and irony to see that we so call STUDENT/EDUCATED still go for hunting or shooting Birds with all the knowledge we have <<B.A,B.SC,MBBS,B.TECH,M.A,M.SW,PH.D...ETC>> .. We've been taught to conserve our wildlife since our high school but even after graduation takes PRIDE that we kill a Bird... here i would like to put up Question: 1 what do we gain from killing tat small bird?? do the meat of that birds suffice you your meal?? i'l say not so. how can that bird of some 10s gram gave you a feast. some would say because its tastier than those domesticated pets.. can't we sacrifice tat tasty and save a life of it.. 2 What is our Knowledge if we can't practice it?? You maybe doing Master in whatever Field but what is it of used when we can't put to practice.. Spending