Writing is the Painting of the Voice - Voltaire

You have been on my mind ever since we greeted , Like a stone inside an oyster which turn into pearl. Your image was vague and rough at first. Hardly notice by me you smoothen out. Over the days you shine out and became my best. You became the very value of my existence here. Am pretty much sure I be worthless without you Knowing still that you won't be a part of me forever. I'd treasure and hold you as mine all the while I can. The highest of man will adorned and praise you While I reclined my moment here on earth as dust. Still I'd treasured you for all what you are. You are the pain which am addicted to. That foreign part which I craved as my own. How can you ever be mine for you are destined to, Be loved, admired and treasure by greatest of man. I am but a petty part of your glorious destiny. Yet y ou are the best part that happen to me. I'd treasured you a hundred and thousand years. Loving and holding you close to the heart of mine.

Hey there, I don't know where to begin, maybe I'll start this way. That day we met I felt it so surreal to be true. Though we haven't spoken a words a long time and we haven't yet met, I felt like I have known you so much more. When you extended your hand for wishing, I never wanted to let it go away wishing to hold it forever. Am so drawn by your beauty, those pimples and scars make me fall so much for you. You not knowing, I took a sniff at your hair and love it instantly. Words can't describe how I truly felt now, it makes me sleepless wanting to go on the night. Wishing that at any point of time you call me and say meet me there now. I just wish to spent my life with you.. Truly dying to hear you say I love you. Tell me how long i need to wait I'll wait for it. Just let me know we will meet someday. Am just madly in love with you, even if it's one sided love story. Tell me how I could convince you that I truly love you from the core of my heart and how

We are all but human trying to make the best of life we inherited. Taking chances which bring success and failure at times. Our years is but made of days of laughter and regrets, wishing the good days last forever and days of regrets pass by quickly. We are all but a cosmetics makeover, with wounds and cuts deep inside. Wounds of failure, rejection, betrayal and regrets to live with. Some that come close enough to see the wound either heals or leaves us with more to attend to. This life is but a continuous struggle, you either keep fighting or meets your ends. Often pains of struggle overshadowed us that we forget we are made of stardust. The star that once gave light and life die so that we came into being. Why not we all realised we are all human with flaws trying our best to live it up. Why not we realised we are made of same materials and value each other equally. Why not we look up at the stars and remind ourselves to shine like one.

What's life like this one am living, Loveless, friendless, penniless, hopeless Aimless, directionless,zealess and broke. Looking past it's just a smoke in the air. Tried living the present but it just blank Try glancing to the future but there's none Not a depression nor sadness overwhelm. Just a lifeless life in this dummy body. Psychologically stagnant and dead alive. Whiskey, rum,beer and cigarettes are but They ain't that run the wheel anymore. Music, movie, games, novels are but Another noise and energy expenditures. Neither a hand to myself which once, Beats the sleeping dragons to awake. God's, that human mind created of, They are of a despise to me than ever. How could Darwin evolution be true, For nature to select this human brain, Hardly able to comprehend what it is to, Continue living a lifeless life as mine. It's just dark and dejected here.

I had been quite in deep depression for last t hree days coz of my ordeal with my allocated guide for m.tech thesis. Yea today after expressing my ordeal to HOD Sir and Vishal Sir and their assurance they will look into the matter and resolve it, I felt a bit lighter and could smile a bit . Just wondering whether am going to get double reason for happiness on 14th July. Lots of news and expectations that Prelims results might be declare on 9 or 10 or the dates for declaration be announced but nothing such came out despite the round. I won't be surprised if the result got declare on 14th and am bombarded from two angle. I still remember when I was in my class 10 I thought to myself if my roll number for HSLC contain 42/24 I would secure 1st in matriculation. Luck favour me that time my roll number is **842 and it motivated me and also push me to put more effort with the thoughts luck favour me. The result as expected i am among the lucky few to secure 1st division in the exam w

"You are limitless" greatest lie ever told. I have my own limit and you have yours and that's what make us beautiful. You got your own limit of endurance, strength, intelligence and whats not. Imagine we are all limitless, what would have happen to us all then? We won't be needing each other and we wont be having any bonding. Being limited make us connect with one another and fill the gap and that's what make life beautiful and worth living. No matter how hard convince a fish maybe that he is limitless, he won't never be able to climb trees and swing from branches to branches (optimistically through evolution but in a timescale beyond  one's lifespan). In this age where it's all about competition it matter so much we know our limits. Yes, you may want to become something so much an PM,IAS, CA and whats not. Its true they are very much highly regarded but it may not be your cup of tea. Its not about being pessimistic but it's about being realistic.

With my train ticket still being in General waiting list, I made up a sudden change of plan and decided to go to Delhi tonight itself by Bus. Hurriedly I pack a long pants and a pair of t-shirt for my stay in Delhi till 1st April. I came to the bus station around 4:30pm with a friend and we departed to our own destination (he went to Manali). As I reached the bus station, a bus was about to left for Delhi so I booked my seat immediately and choose a seater beside the windows (seat no. 34). A man in his late 30 or early 40s seated beside the seat am allocated.He asked through sign for my ticket and I show it him after which he made way for me to get seated. In about 5 min the bus engine starts and we headed towards Delhi. After some 5-10 min, I saw the man checking map on his phone with Panipat as his destination. He check over and  over again with a gap of minute or two. I was a bit tired so I decided to take a quick nap and went for sleep with headphones plug in my ear. About 30 min

Biggest mistake of life "Begging someone to stay, when they are leaving." Never again will i ask someone to stay or leave in my life again. Its your choice and mine to stay or to leave. If you are willing to stay, you are most welcome to be part of the journey. And if you are leaving, I need not show you the way out. Life is all about choices and we all have our own choice be it friends, partners, career and what's not. You had your own choice and I had mine, why should I and so does you for one go against another person choice. There's not point apologizing for your wrong deeds over and over again, yet it doesn't mean been upright and arrogant all the time. Mistakes are part and parcels of everyone and every relationship yet a simple and sincere sorry is enough. If afterall the other person can't accept your sincere apology, truth be told you better pack up your things and leave before it's too late. The longer you stay the more hurt you are inviting

Sometime I just hate myself for giving importance to someone so much that they just start to treat meanly. Its not that I don't want to be in love, I want to have that hand to hold when it's cold. A feeling of comfort and company.The relieved that someone will always be there for you no matter what. A soul to share all your dark secret with. A company for all the adventure of life. Sometimes I do feel lonely and I kept longing for person company. Many a time I nearly fell for one or other. Its true but I don't want to rush this things call love. I can't take it lightly and won't take it lightly. Its a not a game that two people play it's a commitment a lifelong one. Why should I rush it for lifetime and spoil my life . I want it all but am afraid of feeling so high then feel so low again. I don't want to get emotionally attached so much. Coz when I love I love so deep that's when I fall I fall so deep. The one person become a world for me. And am sc