One Night

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One night is all it takes,
To break the trust you've build,
Over years with patience and toil.
One night is all it takes,
To destroy that precious relationship,
You've build with care and romance 
Yes one night is all it takes,
A mistakes you commit to
That shame and uselessness.
You've made the mistake, bear it all.
Just an extra peg and here you are.
All that you've build burn to ashes
Fires start not where there's not fuel.
Now face and bear it all your shame.
Rejection, loneliness and doubts.

Notes:
Wrote the above after waking up around 3am and feeling guilty that I let my girl down last night by drinking.

"Old habits die hard", so here's a reminder to self for drinking on 31st Birthday. Putting it here so that I may be reminded by whosoever came across this as well, kindly feel free to remind me.

Don't drink again, it hurt to have that hangover. Your stomach hurt, to clear your headache you forced yourself to vomit out which cause your mouth to be filled with bitterness and foul smell. You have weakness in your body as not properly nourish. There's pain especially for you in Anus coz of your piles. Importantly you feel guilty and ashamed that you failed at your own words.
Remember all this before you say and drink just a sip or peg. Your body ain't made for alcohol, so don't partake it..


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