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Having decided not to go home during the winter, I stay back in the hostel. most of my friend has gone home except for some few of us and winter has just begun to take its toll on us with its coldness(fog and occasional cold breeze). While many of my batchmates stayed back for preparation of GATE exam and some ISRO etc etc.

My days here be like waking up around 5am but since its cold stay up in bed till 8:30 am, then goes for breakfast and come back watch some youtube videos, movies, games(mobile legends) and scrolling through social networking. When at 1:00 pm goes for lunch and continue the same till dinner and it goes on till I fell asleep. Whatever my intention had been earlier for not going home it's all how I have been spending my time so far. 

Not that I have forgotten my intention of staying back but when I open up books to study, nothing sort of seriousness is there and my focusing power has reduced greatly. This has deterred me from actually opening and reading and I keep on postponing and taking excuse over it. Well, today too I open up a book on previous year solved paper main English compulsory subject which I have done it before after revisions of 2016 papers I just couldn't concentrate any further and I stop reading it.

Tried many time to get some motivation and inspiration to get myself oriented towards study plan so I took to Mr. Google and hit the letter IAS to see if it will in any form be a source of motivation appear. Some videos and link appear and I went through some of it but that doesn't seem to be what am looking for and it failed my objective. Just that same old me in the same state even after going through all those wanting to get hit by something so that I can orient myself with my books.
Any suggestion and if anyone is willing to hit me, so that I can orient myself with book am willing to take it at a go.

Just an ordinary day in the life of a wannabe IAS.

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