Writing is the Painting of the Voice - Voltaire

Darling I ain't giving up on US yet, Come what odds and reason may In darkest of time we need not see What lies ahead day or after today. While the two hearts genuinely felt, The one above will make us a way. Good to trust in his plan as we await, With Mathew 7:7 as himself taught us. "Ask and it shall be given unto you" I've prayed and asked for your hand, Unceasingly with belief in his promise. That if he made a companion for me, Let it be you here and lifeafter forever. Not giving up on US comes what may, I'll wait in patience with trust in his way.

That special one who I dearly love, A trusted confidant, her father delight. Legacy of her mother grace and strength Beaming across in her walk of life. Her desire known, she awaits patiently. Firm and assertive, she stands her ground. Swayed not by flattery, nor woed in vain. An epitome of what a person should be. A woman of respect, a well earned one, By merits of her action and virtue alone. Adorned in sunglass, her confidence worn Her inner strength shine on her face. Numbers,formula, theorem, she's at ease Teaching the essence of maths, she Excel Yet more than this, a guide and a mentor Her life presence, a guiding light beacon Funny and jolly, a rare sight to behold, Not a pretense but of her inner nature. Not the fairest, yet her presence profound Her essence felt, a force to reckoned with. Neither the validation nor applause of crowd, But her own virtue and noble aim, she seeks Of devotion and duty, to her Saviour dear Her hope lies, the reward of life hereafter. And amidst...

I spoilt the sports for you tonight, You gave me the best and I spoil it. This moment am gonna remember it well The ecstacy that overwhelmingly blissful. What have I done to deserve this from you. I had failed you a hundredth thousandth time. Yet you still find favour in me. You could simply walk away, ignoring me I had nobody but myself to be blamed An opportunist, selfish and ill temper I had. Going after those fleeting which are easy reach Thinking those will that makes till the end. Yet you holdfast onto your commitment. Not once nor twice but uncountable it had been Your trust nor confidence I deserves any. Yet you still have me made my heart known. 'Grateful' ain't words enough to express myself. I owe you favour that of a lifetime to live on 'Darling ' permitted be I, you look so gorgeous. Can't take my eyes of that photos. And here awaiting to admire you at arm length.

Said "this would be my last," Many a thousand times I've spell Yet, how could it ever be my last, When all I think about is "US". Begging you to be softer, be kinder For my heart, with you, is but fragile. Said sometimes back you want me out. But I'd stay till rings adorn thy finger  And though patience, not my strength But I'll take it slow, clinging to hope. Keeping myself aloft, yet accessible. Awaiting for you to step nearer. Said I'd never change, not even for love, Loving you, I'd never change a thing about. I'd give try to be a man of your dream, Hold you close and dispel any fear. Knowing fully we ain't perfect match I'd still hope together, hand in hand, We'd chart and create our own trajectory. A future so uncertain yet promising. So, I steal this from Selena Gomez, "There's a million reason why, I should give up But the hearts wants what it wants"

I could go searching the whole world for, That someone special who we are told of. I might find someone who's more: Prettier, Smarter, sexier, accomplished, And all the adjectives dictionary has got. I could keep looking but there's you and none And all that solace of my heart is with you. Loving you more each passing moment. Just to be with you and be satisfied. Yes I could go on party, smoke a joint  Have a blast wild romance with another. I could have all my fantasy play it out. Still I'll long for that simple walk with you. Your hand in mine, would you let me be. That comfort and peace is all I seek. Your voice same as it was when we first talk. Makes me felt for you over again and again. Girl, there is you and none but you alone, That am sure my hearts desire to be with. I'd choose you a million time over if I had to. And here it goes again: "The heart wants what it wants."

One night is all it takes, To break the trust you've build, Over years with patience and toil. One night is all it takes, To destroy that precious relationship, You've build with care and romance  Yes one night is all it takes, A mistakes you commit to That shame and uselessness. You've made the mistake, bear it all. Just an extra peg and here you are. All that you've build burn to ashes Fires start not where there's not fuel. Now face and bear it all your shame. Rejection, loneliness and doubts. Notes: Wrote the above after waking up around 3am and feeling guilty that I let my girl down last night by drinking. "Old habits die hard", so here's a reminder to self for drinking on 31st Birthday. Putting it here so that I may be reminded by whosoever came across this as well, kindly feel free to remind me. Don't drink again, it hurt to have that hangover. Your stomach hurt, to clear your headache you forced yourself to vomit out which cause your mouth ...